"A pot of happiness" This is where my new journey begins..
Ever since I started my new life in New Zealand, somehow I don't feel contented in what I have. No matter what I do, I always feel a part of me is missing. Is it because I'm lonely? or just not satisfied in what I have? Somehow, I feel if everyone has a pot of happiness filling up the gap in their life, things would be different probably life will be much more wonderful.
At first, I thought blogging was just a waste of time, I do not believe in portraiting myself telling strangers about my personal life. But, somehow the movie "Julie and Julia", intrigued me to start writing and this is how I started creating my very first own blog.
Ever since I started my new life in New Zealand, somehow I don't feel contented in what I have. No matter what I do, I always feel a part of me is missing. Is it because I'm lonely? or just not satisfied in what I have? Somehow, I feel if everyone has a pot of happiness filling up the gap in their life, things would be different probably life will be much more wonderful.
At first, I thought blogging was just a waste of time, I do not believe in portraiting myself telling strangers about my personal life. But, somehow the movie "Julie and Julia", intrigued me to start writing and this is how I started creating my very first own blog.
So Welcome to my blog.
As for year 2010, it will be a new journey for me just like how Julie was so determine to learn cooking by cooking Julia's each and every recipe in her cookbook. There were like 520+ recipes in the cookbook and it took Julie 365 days to cook up all the recipe. How amazing is that!
Anyway, my point is I am going to leave my miserable life in year 2009 and look forward to year 2010. 23 years of my life, I now truly understand how it feels if I hurt someone deeply. Past few years, I am the person who gives an impact in someone's life especially comes to relationship. This time is the other way round, I am the one who is feeling the impact of hurtfulness. This made me for whom am I today. I am not going to deprive over love or so called "infatuation". This will only make me feels miserable and there will be no meaning towards life.
Year 2010, is the day I am going to challenge myself.
-Continue learning my French language
-Toastmaster (Public speaking which I fear the most)
These are the main two things I have to accomplish.
Well that's it for now
cheerio
Anyway, my point is I am going to leave my miserable life in year 2009 and look forward to year 2010. 23 years of my life, I now truly understand how it feels if I hurt someone deeply. Past few years, I am the person who gives an impact in someone's life especially comes to relationship. This time is the other way round, I am the one who is feeling the impact of hurtfulness. This made me for whom am I today. I am not going to deprive over love or so called "infatuation". This will only make me feels miserable and there will be no meaning towards life.
Year 2010, is the day I am going to challenge myself.
-Continue learning my French language
-Toastmaster (Public speaking which I fear the most)
These are the main two things I have to accomplish.
Well that's it for now
cheerio
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